Looking back at this week, I realise that I didn’t do so much ngl. I finished one part of a project that I’ve been working on, organized my room a bit, just little things. I’ve started to move all my notes, short stories, etc. to Obsidian. I’ve used Notion for a while but the desktop app never opened for me. Or it would lag and like 50 million tags would appear. Currently, its been taking a while to copy paste all my fanfic list onto there. Sigh.
Got some really cool pants today! They're high rise which I don’t really like but I can always cover it up.
Umm website goals for this week: revamp music page and hopefully start working on another shrine.
Another week, another blog post. Finally became productive and finished revamping my main page and my videogame page.
I’ve begun to dabble in Live2D as well. Bro it's so hard im tweaking. I’ve been using some old Marzo art as a template and hhhh. I mean they move but it looks bad. I’m only using live2d because I can use it to animate since I'd rather die than do frame by frame animation or animate on my phone.
Introduced my sister to drugs (Stardew Valley). I’m afraid i've made a mistake… then again I have someone to play with now so idc lol.
Site goals for this week: revamp at least one more page.
Bye!
Halfway done in revamping my main page… looking fresh, looking clean. I finally found a template that worked for me and what I wanted to do, so hopefully it turns out to be as good as I’m imagining.
Not much this week tbh. My sister’s birthday is coming up and I'm cooking up a lil surprise for her (btw girl if your seeing this shoo look away). Hope I actually get the motivation to do it. I finished my stuff for artfight so I’m just going around collecting people to attack (btw if you have accounts pls tell me in my guestbook, I attack anyone!)
I’m still on the fence about whether or not to record sketchbook tours. My household isn’t exactly known for being quiet, and I doubt ppl want to hear my loud ass ac in the background. Thought about doing tiktok but the thought of having to deal with ANOTHER platform exhausts me. I already have a tumblr and this site. That's enough for me. And the art community there is toxic as fuck. I’m NOT stepping into all of that.
Still playing Stardew. I know I said that I was going for Maru but unfortunately the fan art brought me back to Sebastian. Sigh… a loss for the nblw community [heartbreak]. I’ve honestly been procrastinating on playing HSR bc of how long the story content is. But those Phianon leaks… I need him so bad… licking my screen fr LMAO-
Anyways: still setting goals for this week: More album reviews and finish the main page revamp.
Bye!
Summer break! I have a list of things I wanted to do to stay productive this summer. I can’t get a job because I don’t have a car (or licence lol) so I wanted to at least do something. Improve my site, watch new movies, learn new recipes, or start bigger art projects.
I have been playing Stardew Valley instead.
God this game is like crack. I can see why people love it so much. Maru I will make you mine (i was originally going for Seb but she won me over lol).
I don’t know why, but whenever I wanna force a schedule on myself, it never works when I’m home. Dorm? Yeah, I can do it. Its like all my motivation is sucked outta me when I’m in my room.
Anyways, website goals for next week: Do Ratio’s shrine, get an album review up, and revamp/update the video game page.
Bye bye!
Sometimes, when you're having an amazing week, you can’t help but think “Alright, when is this all going to shit?”
It went to shit.
First off, I spilled a monster drink on my computer. Luckily, it still works (although it is DISGUSTINGLY sticky and I don’t have any wet wipes).
Next, I got sick and spent most of the night coughing. Then I got car sick and threw up on the way home. The same day as my birthday. Which meant that I spent all of my birthday sick and tired :( And I’m STILL TIRED. Sickness drives out all my motivation. I don’t wanna do anythingggg. But hey, got As in all of my classes :) 4.0 going strong.
K that's it I’m tired.
Finals week always feels so strange to me. One day I’m doing nothing and the other I’m cramming for a test that starts at 8 am. Like today I did nothing but tomorrow I'm probably going to wake up early to study for bio. I don’t need to take it bc I already have an A, but I wanna do it just to bump my grade up a bit more.
The weekend was fun :) I’m leaving on my birthday, so my friends decided to celebrate it early. They got me a whole lotta stuff (and a KIRBY ART BOOK) and we went to get chinese food and played roblox all night. If I was more of an emotional person I would have started crying. It made me realize even more that the people I called friends in highschool were never really my friends. I’m happy that I now have people who love me and support me.
On Monday I had my Physics final. I was a bit worried because it covered over 3 chapters, but it wasn’t bad at the end. I wasn’t really expecting the multiple choice questions, but most of them were common knowledge type questions so they were bearable. After that, my friends and I went to a mall. It had 3 floors! We weren’t able to go to all of the stores, but we did go to a lot of them, including an arcade. Turns out that I’m really good at Groove Coaster.
As for website stuff, I’ll probably add more links to stuff, like my neocities profile and artfight profile. I might add a youtube link since I'm considering recording sketchbook tours over the summer. I’ll also have to start working on my shrines, since some webrings require you to have some when joining.
Finals are in a week [screaming]! Luckily I only have 2 exams to do. Half of my classes are already over so I have a lot more time to study (and procrastinate).
I’ve been hyperfixating on Pulsatio Cordis lately. All of my drawings in my notebooks are of Quinn and Liev. They’re spinning around in my head. Also I posted some art and the CREATOR REBLOGGED IT AHHHH. Made my day fr.
I finished my movie page and omg it looks so good… I wanna redo all of my pages now… Speaking of pages, I might have to stop working on the Marzoverse page. It's been getting too overwhelming. I’ll probably just have it be some basic info, pictures, and that’s it.
A week ago, I finished my annual meet the artist artwork. Thing is, I post them on my birthday, which isn’t for another 2 weeks. I’m basically shaking in place. I want to post it sooo bad.
School is almost over (yippie!) But that also means that finals are coming up soon (aww)
On the 15th I went with my friends to an asian restaurant. I had stir fried ramen with chicken over white rice and it was so good omg??? I usually have a bad time trying new foods (autism symptom number 1834012) but it didn’t happen this time, which makes me happy. Even the leftovers I ate the next day were good. The mango boba was so yummy I was so sad that I wasn't able to finish it.
On the 19th I got my Physics test results back… 89%!!!! HELL YEAH!!
So busy. So tired. 3 weeks left of uni. The Marzoverse page has been taking a lot longer than I would like. Besides the fact that I haven't drawn any clean art of Marzo, I have to make up lore that I haven't even thought of before.
I'm also been designing my meet the artist page for my sketchbook. Ooh it looks so good bro. On a completely unrelated topic, my Physics test results are coming out soon. Guys if I get better than a C I will jump and click my heels together. The professor said that people did a lot better so hopefully I am one of those.
Got a C… on my Bio exam… sigh… I don't really have much to say since I've been so busy with school and coding. I only have a month and a half left of school, so it's quite a lot to do in so little time. Went shopping and got a little fairy charm for my next sketchbook since I only have a few pages left of my current one. For the past year or so I've been considering posting sketchbook tours on YouTube, although I fear that I don't have the camera or the confidence to do so.
Oh yeah I forgot my glasses came! I haven't gotten them adjusted yet so I had to buy that granny chain you hook on the very back. Luckily my hair is long enough to cover them up.
TOMODACHI LIFE SEQUEL NEXT YEAR.
I REPEAT: TOMODACHI LIFE SEQUEL FOR NEXT YEAR.
You have absolutely no idea how happy I was when I woke up and saw that direct. That game was a significant part of my middle school years. I had over a thousand hours on it on my 3ds the last time I checked. One of my favorite games of all time. Also new Rhythm Heaven ahhh!!
Spent 2 hours yesterday playing Dream BBQ… I love the whole aesthetic of it. All the quirky characters. ENA. The fucking wizard. Despite this, I only found like 2 of the 14 achievements. Once I have free time, I’m definitely going to replay it again to find some secrets.
I finally finished my whole website! It feels nice to have something to look at that I know I made with my two hands. I think now I'll focus on adding decorations and trying to make every page look more aesthetic. Most of them are empty looking.
Physics test came back… I got a 70 again :( ugh i hate that class so much. At least I still have a high B.
On a positive note, my new glasses are coming soon! I got some square purple ones. I wanted to have small rectangular ones but they are unflattering on me. My face practically engulfs them. So no Bayonetta glasses for me.
I think I'm losing my ability to draw.
I spent 3. Fucking. Hours. Trying to do a full body and I just can't. I've redone it 4 times and it still looks like shit. UUUGGGHHH at this point I just made it a half body. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm not even going to draw them anymore.
It's a bit sad to realize that your art skills have regressed and you now need models and references again to draw the most basic things. Then again, I've never been good at full bodies. All of the sketchbooks I've owned were too small, so I only knew how to draw from the waist up. uughh it justfeels as if I wasted my whole day.
I figured out how to make vertical tabs!!! YEAH now I can finally finish the pages for my original stories! I used a template so the code looks ass but if it works it works idc. I'll learn Javascript once I finish all the pages.
I finally took my Physics Exam… I felt confident in all but the last question. Hopefully my attendance bonus will push my grade to an A. I got a 70 on the last exam, so hopefully I can score higher.
This weekend, I'll probably take a break from coding and work on some full bodies of my ocs. I haven't done any for months, and the ones I did were… sloppy.
I'm halfway done with finishing the pages of my site! Yippee! They look bare and empty, but I want to finish all of the other pages before redecorating (I'm already thinking of redesigning my homepage…) I am adding a lot of things to my other page such as a guestbook, blinkie board, and a shrine or two. The shrine isn't on the top of my priority list, so I'm not worrying about it now. The Kissing Air and Last Resort page though…
I want to add a thing where you click a button and info pops up, but you need to use Javascript for that… I don't know Javascript… I don't wanna learn Javascript… There are some templates I found online, so I'll probably try to use those. If not, I'll use the same code I did for my blog entries and go off from there.
On another note, there was a new character warp in honkai star rail… I pulled for Mydei and…
I LOST THE 50/50 TO CLARAAA (crying sobbing) I was so excited to see the destruction image only for her to show up arghhh. Looks like there's no Mydei for me :( I won't pull anymore bc i want to get Ratio's lightcone and possibly Aventurine later. Have you guys seen the leaks of them possibly rerunning together? Hoyo wants to kill me bruh I hate being poor and f2p.
First blog post! I'm not the best writer, so I usually have difficulty in trying to find something to say. I repeat myself, my mind goes blank, etc. It's weird, but I sometimes go through other's journals to see what they write.
Coding has been the first hobby I've picked up in years. Usually whenever I'm not busy I just read fanfics, draw, or watch hour long youtube video essays. I guess I was scared that I would try it for a few days, grow tired of it, and abandon it. But it's been 2 weeks and I'm still going strong! Hopefully I can finish all of the other pages and have something to be proud of.
It's Tuesday, which means that it was my busiest day. All of my classes were more than an hour long! Luckily, I pushed through and got out early for 2 of them. Pro tip for any highschoolers reading this: take dual credit classes so you don't have to suffer through 2 hour classes in college.
Hopefully, I can update this every 2 days (or whenever I have time).
Bye bye!
